The Shelf
One day I will tell the origin story. Today I need a release. I lost someone, well many someones honestly. But, in this case, someone I thought would come back. I had hope that maybe, if I sent them interesting photos and offered insight into my world, it would be easy to realize what we both were missing. We will call this person NYKFan. Sadly, my hope was misplaced. However, I have so much to say and nowhere to sit it. This will become my shelf. I took up crochet to help with this middle age depression and anxiety I have acquired. Most days it helps, but, today it seems to be on high alert. I am working on a Turkey amigurumi to give to GIFT after the Turkey Trot tomorrow. I couldn't find brown yarn so I am using this cream multicolored yarn. All the paper around is my other great love, the law. I have been in a tissy for 2 days now. I am looking for some peace and centering. For years now, I have recognized the loss I have suffered and have at...